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Making a choice
03/23/08
"When the going gets tough and direct, you see who is a flake or who is a knower and fighter."
I sense very strongly that the time for flipping back and forth is over and that you as an Indigo have to make a choice very soon which path you want to take.
The mission has reached a level where commitment, clarity and courage are a requirement, not just a nice thing to have.
Over the last year I have encountered many of you personally, through the internet or through stories. I know I am leaning far out of the window here, and some of you won't like to read or hear what I have to say, but I do it anyways because it is time for honesty and clarity.
Everybody who considers themselves an Indigo has to step up to the plate now. It is not just a fashion-able or exciting thing to do or to be. It is not just some kind of new New Age trend or a fun way of escaping from your boring and frustrating Earth lives. It is not about finding a spiritual outlet or having a guardian or guide baby-sit you or having someone take care of you and send you energy when ever you need it, without requiring some commitment and co-operation.
I know there some of you out there, who are in very desperate and life-threating situations, I am not talking about you.
I am talking about you other people who still have not faced your real problems and who still have skeletons in your closets and think that you can just ignore them and be all in control and in the know. Those of you who think that being Indigo is just your week-end hobby and you can be all Earth during the week. It just does not fly like this in my opinion.
I try to be inspiring and motivating most of the time, but I feel it is time for tough love now.
We all have had our challenges and lessons we needed to learn. This time is over and we need to grow up and look at our inmaturities, our navity or what ever else is still holding us back and fix it now and here. Not when it is convient or when you want to.
I feel that while I am writing this the power of the Auraurahlite Aulmauracite rocks continues to amp up. I just want to remind everybody again, that these rocks a not just some new agy esoteric toy, but that they are serious Magick. You should be very aware that they will confront you, who are still hidding your skeletons. They will drag them out of your closets and you will have to look at them, wether you want to or not. They will also connect you with people or situations who will tell you where you are at. Not in a condescending but very clear way.
So for everybody who reads this and does not have a rock yet, please consider the above and then decided if you are ready yet. Those of you who already have rocks you will have to work with them together and become your Indigo Self without doubt, fear or ego or get rid of the rocks because they won't tolerate flipping back and forth anymore.
You have to chose between an Earth life or an Indigo life.
This does not mean that you are not inter-acting with Earth life and Earth people anymore, it means that you cannot act and think Earth and be Indigo at the same time.
I have made my choice and you will make your choice.
If you chose Earth life over your First Wave Indigo commitments / contacts you cannot call yourself a True First Wave Indigo. It takes responsibilty, courage and clarity and you have to decided if you are capable and willing to be a true First Waver.
Your Indigo status was earned and now it has to be confirmed, by YOU.
It is a way of life and awareness to want to be the best and truest you can be, no matter how hard or how hopeless it sometimes might seem.
May you chose the life that truly acknowledges and fulfills you.
Vrahc' Kohnym
